Just over a week to go until I see Taking Back Sunday. I cant wait. They put on such an amazing live show. There new single MAKEDAMNSURE is awesome and Im really looking forward to their new album LOUDER NOW on April 25. So go pick it up unless you are one of those people who only like certain songs or only like a band when they get big. Hence all you new fall out boy fans. If i hear one more teeny bopper call them Fall Out Boys im going to kill someone. Im going to see them in may with hawthorne heights and all american rejects and i know that there is going to be a bunch of fans who only know the new fall out boy stuff and its going to piss me off bc they are not real fans. But anyway im going to enjoy the show.

Im hopefully getting a job at lowes. how exciting. Its money so its better than nothing. Im going to save up and hopefully move out soon. I want to write for a magazine but its not going to happen while i live in the south. Im trying to get my magazine up and going but its a pain.

WEll im off to bed...... One quick side note to all teenagers(black white mexican etc. and black people who go to the movies. im not racist but please shut the hell up. No one wants to hear your loud ass mouth while watching a movie and stay off yoiur fucking phones. Everytime i go to the movies some stupid teenager or some loud black person ruins it by running there mouth.

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Looking for a job sucks. I hate my current job but nothing is available in journalism in this shitty state. Ive tried to get to with AP Magazine but still have not heard anything from them. Ever since ive starting reading for pleasure ive decided to start working on my own magazine and start writing a book. Also me and some of my friends will hopefully be working on a screenplay soon. Not exactly sure what my book is going to be about but i got some ideas and i know what my magazine will contain but its going to be a long process. I have some great things in my life though.

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I thought i had been in love many times before now but nothing compares to how i feel ab you. I have never felt nething like this. I know that you are the one i want to be with bc i cant stop thinking ab u. I miss u when ur gone... i miss u when u are around... i miss u all the time. All i can think about is our future.. our wedding.... our house... our lives.... our children... (Aiden.. and Isabella or Adelle) hehe. U are the only thing that makes me happy. You make me a better person and for that i thank u so much. I finally got off my lazy ass and started writing again and im applying with AP Magazine bc i just keep thinking ab our future and how amazing i know it is going to be. I LOVE YOU and i want the whole world to know.

We meet at the HT and from the moment i saw u i knew i was attracted to u. I never pursued nething bc of circumstances.. i was either w someone or you were with someone. Finally after months of seeing u and getting to know you we finally connected. WE started sending messages back and forth... then you came over... and when i kissed you for the first time.. i knew i was in trouble... but a good trouble. I fell for u so hard and so fast... From that moment own i knew i wanted to be with u but certain things were in the way... so i thought i would just keep to myself and maybe my feelings were just temporary. But the more i saw u the more i wanted to see u and the more u were gone the more i missed u.

After the first time... my feeling got increasing stronger. And then one night.. You said "I think about u way to much. Im falling in love with u" As soon as u said that my eyes lit up and my heart skipped a beat. I felt the sameway and i wasnt holding it in anymore. From that moment on we began our journey. And it has been an amazing one so far and we still have so much more time and have our whole lives ahead of us.

You are my everything. I think of u when i wake up and when i lay down and i dream of u. Ur my true Sally bc i am ur Jack and i will always be ur Jack. I love you more then words could ever express but i promise to love you with all of my heart until my last breath. U make me so happy... and i cant stop smiling when i think about you. You are so beautiful... sweet...caring..compassionate...loving.. and absolutely amazing!! THANK YOU FOR BEING EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE EVER WANTED.

You are my Sally, my equal, my bride to be!

I LOVE YOU MY BEAUTIFUL SALLY!!! WE ARE MEANT TO BE AND WE WILL BE!!! HALLOWEEN IS MY NEW FAVORITE DAY!!

I love you...Your Jack<3<3<3<3<3

I want the exact samething beautiful girl. I love you too.. I would and will sing to u all the time. And this one is for you my beautiful Sally.... I love you <3<3 Just replace emily with ur name babydoll!!

"Emily"

Smiles and her laughter
It's the only thing that I've been waiting for a time
Regardless of our distance and our hope...grows greater
Trapped by pretty eyes and letters for all time
...the only thing that I've been waiting for.

I hope it's something worth the waiting
'Cause it's the only thought that I ever feel real
Thunder storms could never stop me
'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily

She's simple yet confusing
Her sparkling eyes make me weak and my words, they tremble
Days seem like years in this month of December
The winter coldens me for I have yet to sleep
And never will I give up trying 'cause you're everything to me

I hope it's something worth the waiting
It's the only thought that I ever feel real
'Cause thunder storms could never stop me
'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily,
There's no one in the world like Emily.

From First to Last

I love you so much <3<3<3<3

No matter how much i see her or how much im with her i never get enough of her. Your eyes hypnotize me and your touch makes my heart skip a beat. And your kiss takes my breath away. Our journey will be amazing.

I love You so much!! Thank you for being everything i could ever want and more.